I really want to wipe my entire gallery and start over - except that I HARDLY find inspiration to draw at all anymore, I'd never get a single new deviant up.  *sigh*  I must admit, I am tired of getting a bazillion favs on my backgrounds.  I should be happy with that, but they're so OLD and I'm so TIRED with them, I get so irritated when I sign on and its "10 new messages" and they're all about the one background.

I try to draw ALL the time, and yet every time I pick up the pencil, nothing comes out.  The little bits of crap that I've come up with in the last few months aren't even worth looking at twice, let alone posting.  I don't know why I'm having so much trouble with art.  I just have nothing inspiring me.  Except millions of fish, and I feel I can only capture them properly with paint - but I can't paint.  I keep trying and I keep failing.

Try try again I guess.